I Suppose I'm In A Rut

     Why is it that when things start to look up, they all go downhill so fast you can't grasp them? I spent my last few days in California hoping to confront my so-called best friend, go shopping for school, meet my new kitten, and make new friends. But nothing ever goes as planned, does it?

     Anna squeezed my thoughts out of me over the phone. That's the exact thing I was trying to avoid. Doing things like that over the phone just make you seem like a coward; like you can't tell the person what's bothering you in person because you're afraid, which I most certainly was not! Apparently, everything that I heard that night was a big misinterpretation. Her and her new friends were at the 'park' in the middle of the apartment complex, and the people around them where drinking and smoking. I'm not sure if I believed all of that, but I felt that she was being truthful. If I'm stupid for believing her, then fine. I'm stupid.

     Then, I arrived home and spent three days with Anna on Stickam.  I will never be going on that site ever again. Not a fan.

     After that, I spent a few days with a couple other friends and everything was going great. My mother had a new boyfriend that seemed nice enough, my grandpa had recovered from his shingles, and I had plenty of friends keeping me busy. I even went on my first ever camping trip with my friend Destiny!

     When, you may be asking, did everything go bad? The day I got home from camping. The soap I had used gave me acne, as soon as I got home Anna left, the friends I want to be with are busy or grounded, the ones I want to avoid are ever so bored, I still have no school supplies or supply list, and I'm bored!!!!!!

     So, yeah. Life sucks. Maybe it'll get better, but you never know. I suppose I'm in a rut.Until next time,

A Slightly Depressed And Severely Bored Lexi Bennett